sometimes i wondered.
is it worth it?
i tried to show u concern, attention..
i tried to tell u my feelings n emotions..
and what do i get in return?

words. hurting words that are able to pierce thru that throbbing heart.
i feel it.
i can feel it pumping hard and oozing blood..
i wanted to be warm to u.
but.. somehow i m not getting e warmth back..

i dun wan to play any mind games with u..
i m tired.
i just want a simple love r/s.
is that so hard??

i dunno if u r plain confused abt yr feelings or r u just wanna play hard to get.
it's tiring actually..
if u wanna play hard to get, let me know. we shall play this game.
i m treating u with my heart, nth else.
but y m i not getting e return?
maybe i m someone who like to suffer in silence.
i will conceal all my feelings for u, starting from today.
i m not gonna tell u how badly i miss u..
how much i like u..
what i like abt u..
i will control myself.
to avoid myself to get hurt badly..
i need assurance.. badly..


so u want me to treat u coldly?
u want me to treat u real bad?
i guess girls like guy who treat them bad.
so, i gonna do my stuff to get u back..
i m so fighting for someone who is worth my efforts now..
i dun wanna lose it again.
if i ever tried, n i fail,at least i wont regret..

i m really at a lost on what to do now..
tell me..
so i should start to give u e cold shoulder?
i cant bear to..
i think i lost to this game called L.O.V.E.
i admit defeat.
hell ya!
take me away to somewhere where i feel peace.....