Monday, November 17, 2008
disastrous night. .
first time i got into a fight.
first time i got beaten up.. i just wanted to help my friend.
this is e end result :
swollen eye ; stitched lips ; chipped tooth
i thank god, my friends r there to help me..
now i know who r my true friends.. thanks for accompanying me to e hospital..thanks for eveyrhting u all did for me.. I m very grateful to u people.. U people earn my respect for u..
to my friends, i will be there if u need me..
trust me..
i trust e wrong friend this time round.
i helped e wrong friend??
i thank god, to let me see who r just strangers in my life..
so, just get e fuck out of my life. stop trying to act close to me..
i dun need that sympathy yet..
try harder e next time round k? i walked past e mirror, i stole a glance at e mirror..i wanted to whack that guy in e mirror, "WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOING IN MY HOUSE??"it was a awful sight.. beyond recognisable state.. my right eye is so swollen then e whole eyelid turned black. swollen lip due to stitches..lucky, mum n dad were understanding enough, they didnt scold me..they just nag onli. which make me feels less guilty.. n from this, i m determined to stop CLUBBING..this shall be a very good lesson for me.. FUCK those clubbing nights!!!so, stop asking me to club.. those who called, i told u people what happened, cos i feel i m not in e wrong.. so i just told, what i know n what i can recalled..i dun conceal any secrets.. i dun feel anything bad abt it.. i m not paiseh abt it.. cos it's part n parcel of life.. u whack ppl, u kanna whack by ppl.. haha.. but e bottomline u have to ask uself.. " Is it worth it anot?"if it's worth it, live over it.. if it's aint worth it, so be it.. what happened had happened.. dun be e fool again.. so people, start giving me suggestions,other than going club at night, what r other things u can do?!!!n i went to e dental today.. they patched up e "bo gay"but, a very big impact dealed to me.. i cant bite with my newly fixed tooth.. it will give way.. doc says, it just for smiling n appearances purposes onli..fuck it!!i cant even do my HOBBY with pleasure.. eating also must slwly.. haiz.. wtf..i thanks all my friends, who helped me.. who acc me to e hospital.. u r a great bunch. thanks man!!thanks those who shower concern on me.. thanks those who called n ask abt me.. thanks Jiansheng, Kun, Lao n Irene for coming to my house to visit me.. what u all lacking is just a basket of fruits, then it will be like in e hospital alrdy.. just kiding.. i appreciate it veyr much.. thanks thanks.. this is a date to rmb.. 15/11/08
whenever anything bad happened to me..
i just wished it was just a nightmare..
with a blink of any eye, i will be back to reality..
no matter how bad my nightmares are,
no matter much cold sweat my nightmares brought me,
all i need is to blink my eyes.
but this time round, no matter how i blink,
i got stucked..i m alrdy in e reality..
i regretted.. i regretted big time..
it's not worth it..
I wished that this is a nightmare......
