Wednesday, October 18, 2006
it's over.it's draining away every bit of my energy.tired.my slp.my everyday activities.everything disrupted.at e end of e day.a medal.something to record ur achievements.i m not happy at all.despite a win.despite a medal.it's not i m not happy winnning e game.i cant find anyway to reveal my happiness.i got so agitated during e game.someone poke mi in e eyes.i wanted to swing my punch at him.i raised my hand, only to put it down.my face also so chui alrdy, still poke my eye.knnpcb.i hate this feeling.e feeling of having an ans of YES n NO at e same time.stucked in btw.foward? rewind?now i know where i stood.i m worthless.thanks for waking mi up to my senses.it's just another emotional post in e silent night.
.ifell.icried.istoodup.ileft.mylife.
